On Sunday I hit 15 weeks. Last night I had a problem, and it's continuing into today. Looks like we're right on schedule with my last pregnancy. I haven't called my doctor yet. I'm feeling like a bit of a coward. I'll do it tomorrow. I'll be brave by tomorrow.
We had hoped that this time things would go better, but we knew the odds were against it. We chose to have another baby knowing exactly what it would mean and what I would face. I remind myself that I can do hard things. I look at my Emmett and I can't explain what I feel. But I believe that for the blessing of another angel in my home I can be strong. The pain and challenges that come with this pregnancy will not last forever, but our family will. It's worth it. We can do it.
All the same, I don't think I'm going to sleep much tonight.
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In Relief Society today, we discussed Elder Christofferson's article from the Jan 2012 Ensign. He talks about having the strength to face one day at a time. It sounds like that's what you're trying to do. Please take good care of yourself (and your family).
I am sorry Lisa! I sure hope things go well. Good luck! Wish I was closer to be able to help.
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